I've been the type to plan a garden, but to let it fall to weeds in the late summer heat. The purpose of those gardens were always for food, and never for beauty and enjoyment. The gardens at these places were different because they were made for enjoyment. I was caught in the ideas of uncovering new paths, exploring, hearing the birds around me, and even in experiencing the garden in different speeds of movement: a stroll, meander, walk, jaunt, jog, and run. This wonder and curiosity helped me to reframe my experiential idea of a garden.
This trip to the gardens also taught me to see the everyday beauty in discovery. I'm beginning to love walking every day, simply to explore and move, and got the chance to discover the Killarney House Gardens near the Dromhall Hotel. The sun rising over the morning dew, over the gardens and trees and swans, are pure bliss. I loved the little adventures I got to take solo and with others during this trip, as they were all about exploration and getting swept up in the current of things.
It reminds me of Seamus Heaney's poem "Blackberry Picking" because of the changing beauty in each moment. I'll include it here:
Blackberry Picking, Seamus Heaney
Late August, given heavy rain and sun
For a full week, the blackberries would ripen.
At first, just one, a glossy purple clot
Among others, red, gree, hard as a knot.
You ate that first one and its flesh was sweet
Like thickened wine: summer's blood was in it
Leaving stains upon the tongue and lust for
Picking. The red ones inked up and that hunger
Sent us out with milk-cans, pea-tins, jam-pots
Where briars scratched and wet grass bleached our boots.
Round hayfields, cornfields and potato-drills
We trekked and picked until the cans were full,
Until the tinkling bottom had been covered
With green ones, and on the top big dark blobs burned
Like a plate of eyes. Our hands were peppered
With thorn pricks, our palms sticky as Bluebeard's.
We horaded the fresh berries in the byre.
But when the bath was filled we found a fur,
A rat-grey fungus, glutting on our cache.
The juice was stinking too. Once off the bush
The fruit fermented, the sweet flesh would turn sour.
I always felt like crying. It wasn't fair
That all the lovely canfuls smelt of rot.
Each year I hoped they'd keep, knew they would not.
The poem moves fluidly from the present moment to regret of what's lost. For me, I think it captures the beauty of everything. Beauty cannot be contained, because it always must be copied and strived for, as humans see things. I think this takes the beauty of the moments of innocence and childhood, and moves toward a realistic representation of the hope in each moment. There is beauty in the descriptions of the fruity, but I think the real beauty is in Heaney's recollection of the story.
The hope of finding the present, which is ever-changing, is driving force in the poem and walking gardens.
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